At this point I shouldn't be surprised at my own ability to shatter a perfectly good situation.
So basically, the first week of school is over and it has been a strange one. You see, I met this girl and we appeared to really hit it off. We did the usual; exchanged numbers and facebook profiles. The whole week we've been talking back and forth. So, tonight she invited me to her house for pizza. Everything was going well, until the very end.
I asked her if she would like to make out.
I know! It was completely out of line. I apologized then left immediately after. Something just snapped in me and I blurted it out. Why? I knew exactly what the answer would be. "NO!" Like it should. But still, what the hell is with me?
She said it was OK and she forgives me. I'm not going to speak with her for a few days, or should I ever? It's the first time I've ever done something so rash and disrespectful and man, I am really feeling it.