Because I'm sure as hell they don't run away like I did yesterday.
Yesterday I had to get stuff to make dinner after work. I walked into the grocery store and got as far as getting the french bread when I saw the girl who made my life a living hell for 3 years in high school.
And all my therapy went straight out the window as soon as she saw me. I dropped the bread, left the cart, and ran towards the exit.
I mean, I know she did some horrible things to me (the full list of things I still haven't fully discussed with my therapist) but I'm an adult now, I should be able to at least act like it, not run away like I did before.
I thought I was over this already.